February 2011
bakedhousewife:
My already-tenuous grip on reality is slipping. I’m losing the battle.
I’m not sure if I can rally before hospitalization is the only option.
I wish you the best. I’m just barely hanging on to my will to live. I’m not sure what keeps me going anymore.
January 2011
In Response to the Latest Anon
fuckyeahfatpositive:
TRIGGER WARNING! this post discusses issues of anorexia and bulimia.
Just came across the anon who posted that this blog promotes unhealthy lifestyles that cause ridicule for women (and asked for this blog to be deleted). This particular post was very disturbing to me at this moment in my life as I recently dealt with the ridicule that is so common to women who fall in the...
On a positive note, I’m looking forward to the mini ‘Ghost Adventures’ marathon tonight. (Even though I’ve seen the episodes dozens of times already, lol) I think Aaron is a goofball and a cutie.
The rommate is baking chicken and there’s a lot of smoke. It’s burning my eyes. Bleh.
"wassup Manda, you looks real cute shawty"
-message I just got on FB from some random guy
How would you respond to this?
Apparently, both ears are infected on top of the...
I’m one big ball of mucus right now. Yay.
Go, go, antibiotics!
Thank you to those followers still with me during my depression induced absence. I might try a new therapist and psychiatrist, and I’m going to apply for disability.
At the moment I’m fighting a sinus infection. I’m going to grab some Sudafed, hopefully it will help. Talk to you guys later :)
So, I’ve been really struggling with my depression lately, having bad thoughts. I called my psychiatrist and left a message and no one got back to me. I call again today and they say that they’ll put me on a cancellation list because they have no appointments before my scheduled one on the 27th. I need to see someone soon, but if I try a new psychiatrist, it’s going to be the...